Songs for My Mei

by The Split Infinitives

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1.
Used To 04:29
We used to meet on Tuesdays When I came to Salt Lake We used to watch movies at the theater on 33rd And sometimes at the Broadway by Gallivan Center We used to get breakfast at Ihop The one next to the 21st south TRAX stop We used to sing songs over the phone I’d always hit a few sour notes Now I give in To the rhythm Of change I can hardly take I used to tell myself I’d find it in me To get back to you, when I was ready I used to think you’d always wait You used to think I’d come around any day I used to lean on that, while I took it slow Trying to figure myself out You used to be there, but now you want me to let you go I think you’re trying to figure yourself out We used to do everything together We used to say we’d be with each other forever Now you don’t say it But now I mean it Now you’re working And now I’m working And now you’re growing And now I can’t keep up
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I Was Unseen 05:22
I was unseen And completely free Yet shifting to green Indifferent to hues Dressed in envious bruise Where in my mind it was truth That your love for me grew Oh, how you adored and romanced me It felt less like falling, and more like dancing Something slow and everlasting Whatever that means And I couldn’t explain how I’m not the same And I could not explain how I’m not the same You came across As I suffered a loss That I wore as an albatross And I could not trace The path that put me in this place Was it the look in your face Or your impeccable grace When we did gravitate When we couldn’t help but stay Because all I can recall Sometimes Is a rush to a stall Missing faithful eyes With me at all times It’s so easy to think As your soul proceeds And I’ve Never felt as alive As when you were mine Or anything else before I was yours
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I wait for you at Murray And I wait for your train Later, when you leave, I’ll start to worry I feel that way everyday Often I’m restless and resigned To mild panic, and in vein I remind myself that you and I Are a bit closer everyday I think of our separation The strain of so much distance This was what I wanted Nowadays, I find it isn’t You’ll head south in the evening Take some of me with you as you’re leaving I don’t quite know why I do And I can’t quite explain But it’s true that I miss and love you A little more everyday
4.
I’ve got work off next week We’ll go see Love & Mercy That biopic about Brian Wilson We’ll get brunch at Village Inn Our waiter won’t be any good And the food will cost more than it should But we’ll get two slices of pie for free We’ll take one to my grandma up at the university When we’re away from each other We’ll send messages to one another Whether we’re out during the day, or working at night Just to let us both know that we’re fine We’ve got friends from all over Kristina’s visiting, and we both know her You probably talk to her more than I do If you’re excited to meet her, than I’ll be too But for the most part we stay inside We fall asleep for a little while Waking up to you always feels right Then we wonder why there’s so little time I could do this Even when the newness Gradually subsides While the summer dies As August ends And you make new friends That’s when everything starts To fall apart But I want to write you records As sonic love letters I’ve been holding out But you can count on me now I’m waiting on the platform I’m waiting for you And I’m hoping you’ll pull Into the station at any moment Don’t leave me here By myself Don’t leave me here With myself
5.
Whirlwind 04:55
Weightless and numb Breathless and stunned Ready to be taken in the event of a whirlwind What have you done? Regretful and self-loathing Other sensations worth noting I don’t want you to hurt, but I do want you to hurt You might be sorry, but I sure won’t be You’re supposed to be here You’re supposed to keep me tethered You’re supposed to tell me everything will be fine You’re supposed to make things better
6.
I know you were waiting I didn’t think it would take me So long to come around But I am, I am so ready Can we try again, will you, will you let me? You tell me it’s not gonna happen I cannot even fathom That you are nowhere to be found I ask over and over until I’m shouting I ask quietly, I ask again, I ask loudly I’ve almost said enough, I’ve nearly Gotten you to really hear me Why wouldn’t I want to keep making sound? I’m watching us in reverse We are, we are, we are better than this I can’t look away when it gets worse We are, we are, we are better than this
7.
Hope 03:33
I hope you find happiness, if it must be elsewhere I hope you get what you give I hope you live the life you deserve I hope I never have to hear of it You’re changing So you phase me Out of your life, and I am not Who you want I hope you can forgive my mistakes I hope you can forget the things I’ve done I hope you take my efforts to your heart I hope I can keep a bit of your love I act too late When I ask you to stay Everyone else, they are not Who I want I hope you change your mind I hope you find that I was a missing piece I hope you hear from God that I’m good I hope I can take you back with ease You won’t wait I won’t wait Your heart is worn thin I can’t take thinking about who you’re with These versions of us We’ve become are not Who we want
8.
Thank You 07:10
Thank you for that first meeting outside my building Thank you for that first kiss Thank you for the long distance heartache Thank you for giving me someone to miss Thank you for turning us into insignificant others Thank you for keeping our love while you were at bay Thank you for allowing me your attention and effort Thank you for taking that all away Thank you for choosing your values over me Thank you for all of your time Thank you for letting me kill myself over you Thank you for bringing me back to life
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Rich 03:18
You say those moments in Rich Hall They were your favorite moments of all Pushing the couches together Saying we would be like this forever Those were our best days You say dancing to “Our Song” Watching fireworks from the complex lawn Sleeping in my twin bed at night Even though the space was tight You say that waiting in the living room While I had Ethics in the afternoon Until I walked home from Old Main I’d come, we’d be silly, we’d be in love and be in insane And I still believe in them I wish that you could believe in them again
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released November 3, 2015

Holden Martinson - vocals, synths, keyboards, pianos, guitars, bass, beats, drums, sampling, looping, programming, mixing, mastering, production, artwork

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